Tuesday, April 26, 2016

Time will proof 时间会证明一切

  THE shortest period of time that is currently accurately measurable,a picosecond.Following the nanosecond, then the microsecond,also there'd be the millisecond,and here goes the second,to a minute,surely an hour,a day,a month,a year,a decade,a century,a millenium,an epoch,and an aeon..the synonym of eternity.
  Great start for an opening to a long passage eh? Well, I hope I don't disappoint you. Because this isn't going to be what you'll be expecting. Nowhere close to astronomy. Never geology. Nor it would appear to be philosophy. My sincere apology if this happened to keep you tempted as you were expecting something knowledgeable. But there's a lesson though.. even if it's not close to a penny's worth. Well I would say knowledge is priceless. But sadly I'm borned in an era where price tags can be seen placed on touchable and even unholdable things everywhere .In fact anywhere and wherever that one could imagine as we were taught to earn for survival, for leisure, for pleasure. I guess you can understand very quickly as the things we learned since the beginning of our first breath,costs more than an aeon's worth. No one can bring money they own with them when their souls leave, but their knowledge goes with eternity. The lesson I mentioned in fact was just a sentence I'd like to share with, as I couldn't find anything more true than what I've been taught. The quote. A nine-word sentence. The nine words that left such an impact, where I saw from the internet.

"Hope, but never expect. Look forward , but never wait."

  Simple english ,but it took me days to think of what it really means. And I realised, I'd own a weeks' worth of nine-word sentence that didn't go wasted as the time consumed to understand each an everyword means something,and everything when my surroundings became my life guru as if everything I do and everyone I deal with has a connection to the word I yet to understand . Unconsciously, the cancelled parcel I've been looking forward to seems to be connected with the quote. As I waited and neglected more important things that should've be done. Scolded by my father for not being serious for my college intake as if the parcel will lead me to a brighter future. I missed the chance to register in time as I paid full attention to the parcel I didn't get and kept on trying to purchase it when it's already out of stock. There, I lost two things for neglecting the other "least important "-college registration closing date.
   Just when I felt guilty and regretted for not doing things right. Fortuna, the Greek goddess Tyche ,the goddess of fortune, must've passed by. A friend called and told me the date of the registration that I thought has ended, was due the following week. I squealed in excitement and activated the computer in the middle of that very late night and did what I should. The next day, when the sun is setting down already, the parcel I've been waiting all along, arrived.
   My point wasn't how lucky I was to get both things done in a blink of an eye. It was the way I take everything for granted when I shouldn't because I should already grow up by this time and take everything seriously.
   Waiting is a waste of time, expecting something is a way to get ourselves hurt if our expectations didn't work out . Thus we shall only hope for the best and move on without waiting for a miracle . Because if something belongs to us, it will be ours. We shall just let time be our answer.

Sunday, February 21, 2016

使命

   也许从我这里说出来的没有一句能打动你们的心,能让你们赞同我所发表的一切。
那没关系,有你们的认可那太好不过了,不过你们大可放心^^,我绝对没在向任何人领取认同。

    如今我已踏入了18岁的年龄。那个我恨不得想快点到的年龄。现在若有人再向我问回一样的问题,我会毫不犹豫的说‘我应该好好的享受每个过程’。不论酸甜苦辣,在我17年的生涯里,都一一尝试过。在学校里,常常听身边的友人埋怨生活。昨天的我一定会心想:“又来了。。怎么就那么不会惜福呢?想必在我家住上一天他以后永远都会心存感恩吧?”。我再声明一次,那是我认为昨天的我会说出的话。
  
   问题来了,是否在想今天的我,明天的我,后天的我,大后天的我,会是怎么说的吗?我不能肯定明天的我会是怎样的一个人,会有怎样的一个想法。如果今天的我遇上一样的问题,我选择一句话都不说。也许友人真的还不成熟,家境太好,父母太心软,自己还未开窍。但我绝对不可以抹掉友人只想融入朋友圈,想抱抱怨,诉诉苦,把忧愁以抱怨诉苦的方式抛到九霄云外的想法。他或她的困境,我知晓?他或她每天所需经过的压迫我晓得?我明了?
虽然有时候看着看着听着听着,发现他们真的只是在向全世界报告他们的心情不好,事情并没有所说的严重。但换个角度看事,他们所经历的事物也许比说出来的更严重,更坎坷。不是吗?

   我们这一生,不论男女老少,在不断前进的人,都需冒着凹凸不平,很多坑的路走向前方。人生之路,只有在你停下脚步的时候,不起风波。有的因朋友之间闹翻而忧愁,情侣因分手痛苦,父母因钱忧,学生因对模糊的未来感觉很迷茫,做选择很矛盾。随之就有想放弃的念头。

   每个人因所以会来到这世上,都有自己的使命。而要找出自己的使命,只有自己能办到。能呈现使命的人,也只有你自己。使命可以是你前世对未来自己发了的誓,或是这世界把你带进来前给你去实践的任务。使命到了一个段落,也许就是我们离开这世界的时候了。有的人一出世就丧失了生命,还没睁眼看世界就回去了天上的老家。有的战中亡,有的生病死,有的压力过度承担不起而自杀。当我们能看到第二天早晨阳光的时候,我们得心存感恩,为新展开的一天向能让身边的人幸福的使命去奋斗。为自己在这世上的价值提升,为自己的人生添加色彩,添加滋味。

   老实说,我没有哲学家的想法。这都是我的一位长辈给我的教导。她没逼我信她所说的一切,她甚至不用那么做,都把要放弃了的我说服了。昨日的我,还再想象着未来我赚大钱的样子。今日的我,无可否认还有那一丁点为财富所迷惑,为自己做了的选择因跟大队不同而困扰。这是我想改的地方,想说服自己的那两个缺点。
    
    话说回来,我们离开世界的时候,带得走金钱吗?带得走家人朋友吗?
金钱只是为我们的生活带来了方便,亲人是陪我们走着这段说长不长说短不短的人生而已,没有他们,这段路恐怕没人能走下去。我们能带走的,只有一样,那就是自己实践了的使命累计的福运。为下一世的自己建造了一个好未来。

   我真心希望我能把长辈告诉我的一切记下来,向亲人分享,但恐怕这里是我的极限了。
祝几年后的我,能把好事完完全全一字不漏的分享出来。



谢谢赏面阅读 :) 

Wednesday, May 27, 2015

pointless yet useful for a grudge holder :)

       Finally back haha.. Yet the only place for people like me to summarize my life in a day...
Blogger is no doubt the site I appreciate most :D thanks to whoever the creator is ! blessings from the Lims :)

       Lets go straight to the point dear diary xD lol (indicates how pointless one's life is huh )
Let me just spit out questions haha im not expecting answers anywayzz (unless any kindhearted visitors are willing to comment ;P but No way hah)

       So, majority of the people always say that disappointments are often the only comeback of high expectations.. Of how optimistic a person can be , for 16 yrs and a half... I realized how stupid i was to stand strong at my own opinion on this 'homosapien-filled planet' where miracles doesn't exist . It was such a joke. In fact , the only miracle that actually happened was because of a broken rubber XXX... at least I still think my birth is a miracle > < (dont take this too srs tho..a grudge is still a grudge :) ) People do mistakes , babies are somehow the most common mistakes two adults can make . I love my parents a lot , I might sound harsh or just to say i sound like a pessimist , but trust me , there are still different kinds of  optimistic humans in this planet ;)  One's ability to think wisely before action is how I define an optimist , I think a lot like a pessimist,  but I know how to handle the problems that I face with an open mind . Am I not an optimist ?

               "think positive ". Good to say ... i start doubting myself  when that particular quote was presented to me . Oh ..different family backgrounds , impressions , image , wealth and status...
Glad that mine wasn't so bad , but what of a better future ? Is it possible for normal middle class people to strive in the society ? Let relations and back doors be the firm answer , the only exception are those who have the ability to bring wealth for others , 'used humans' , i personally call.

          The conclusion ? i have no idea :/ thanks to whoever brought me to blogger once again for a throw up session. (a helpless adolescent who's facing youth problems aka ME) :) Its been months since i hold a grudge for so long haha ...feel free to judge .
But let me emphasize once more. I am just complaining to the cyber world ;) have a nice day

Friday, July 4, 2014

Plain, plain feeling ahead

。。。。。。。。。have loads to talk about but doesn't know where to start :/
ignorance frm parents.......that's how I start and end 。。。

Ps : nothing abt my crush today

Tuesday, July 1, 2014

100% agreement to this

Okayyyy...this actually made my day coz it gave me so much courage in one paragraph !!! XD #thankstowhoeverwrotethat

Monday, June 30, 2014

Exhausted Zzzzz

目标:

-目前的目标是把全部所定下来的目标达成。



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                          1。就要拿优越的成绩报 
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2。2014年,若有机会一定要找个机会突破自己。(这是哪儿的话啊==˙˙˙˙˙˙*)





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PS :太无聊了,来个华语版xD 原谅我呗  。。。。。。  〖●_●〗。。。谁叫妈妈不让电话放在房里啊 TT #悲哀 #沮丧

注明****我绝对没在偷懒哦!!老师给的数学题超多的!!我离房(好像离家酱xD)跟电话混了一下下。。。。*告诉妈妈在写作文:-P

So how bout I write a proposal letter? :/ #goshimsogutless

Okayyyyy .... : you don't wanna leave regrets behind they say...
  me: but...but... We dk each otherr TT how am I spose to go like be friends with him suddenly and make sure that he likes me (a little mayb? ) back??? My first attempt .... Failing is also a way to the success they say "失败乃成功之母”。。。 BUT I DONT WANNA FAILLLLL TT